guess what? somebody, supposedly living at the same block as me, committed suicide today! when i came home from school, i saw that the lift area was blocked off and that there are many police officers around. my father den told me tt when he was on his way home at about 12+ he saw a person lying on the floor, not moving. at first he thought tt he had fell and fainted with a pool of blood at where his head was lying. so he walked away and thought not much of it. however, he later thought it was unusual and later learnt that the man committed suicide. the man was 50+ years old. the body was still lying at the same spot when i came home. before i started on this post, the body was still there. it had been lying there for at least 4 hours and nobody is here to bring it away. poor guy.

my mom's aunt which is my grandpa's sister, passed away today too. two deaths in 0ne day. and worst still it's my mom's birthday. gosh... haiix.

okayys. enuff of sad stuff for one day.

-live life happily. even if you were to die, die naturally. don't commit suicide.

THAT LADYY

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The LyricsY

I shouldn’t love you
but I want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you
but I can’t move
I can’t look away

I shouldn’t love you
but I want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you
but I can’t move
I can’t look away

And I don’t know
how to be fine when I’m not
‘Cause I don’t know
how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling’s taking control of me
And I can’t help it
I won’t sit around,
I can’t let him win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go of you
But I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It’s getting hard to be around you
There’s so much I can’t say
Do you want me
to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don’t know
how to be fine when I’m not
‘Cause I don’t know
how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling’s taking control of me
And I can’t help it
I won’t sit around,
I can’t let him win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go of you
But I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
And I’m wondering
why I’ve waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
just never spoken
I’m waiting here…
been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling’s taking control of me
And I can’t help it
I won’t sit around,
I can’t let him win now
Thought you should know
I’ve tried my best to let go of you
But I don’t want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know